Planning ahead is much wiser..

Namiss ko blogger a! hehe,sa wordpress muna q tambay for a while, but I'm here alive and still kicking..yeah! So far so good..kanina lng e tampurorot si chubz dahil pinapatulog ko,hehe..kasi naman from work la pa un tulog taz kanina text sya ng text, d un pinagalitan ko. Sabi tinataboy ko daw sya. Pero ang totoo, I'm just worried na antok na sya and in the first place, e sya kaya ang nag open na need nya na matulog taz tampupoy sya ngayon? duh?! Hehe, anywayz, naglalambing lang un malamang kasi daw miss niya na ko e kahapon lang kami huling nagkita.

Haay, ang sick leave ko for this year ay dalawa na..and I also filed a vacation leave for some important matters to attend.. very important that I just couldn't wait..haist..

Kailangan ko ng bonggang make-over and besides prepare myself kasi sigurado walang tulugan 'to. Marathon ba!

Suma total, I have 10 sick leave left, and pag na grant na ung VL ko, I have 8 more VL's...yehey..

So kelan ko gagamitin ung tirang VL ko?

1. Holy week vacation- three days (for approval), maxado ako umaasa..knowing na pahirapan mg leave dito.haist..

2. Intended for my birthday- two days,one day for family and friends, and ung other one day samin dalawa ni chubz and of course for approval pa rin.hehe

3. Three days intended sa mga panahong tatamarin ako pagpasok and gusto ko lang matulog or kapag gumimik taz hindi na makatayo sobrang sakit ng ulo..

SICK LEAVE-'di na kailangang pagplanuhan yan..every month may sakit ako e..hehe

MULATIN ANG MGA NAGBABAGANG MATA

Paano mo nga ba maipapaliwanag sa mga osiserong tao ang tunay na ikaw? Para sa mga tsismosa, tambay, walang magawa o reporter at kung sino pa na interesado sa makulay na buhay mo, gudlak sa kanila! Ni hindi ka nga sigurado kung sino ka, ‘di ba? At kung anong silbi mo dito sa mundong ibabaw.

Una ka nang nagtangkang magpakamatay dahil sa pag-ibig at ngayon heto ka na naman. Walang tigil, walang sawa. Hindi ka pa ba pagod sa ginagawa mo? Bakit hindi mo tanggapin sa iyong sarili na hindi ka niya kayang mahalin tulad ng pagmamahal mo sa kanya. Ilang beses ka na ba niyang niloko at ilang beses mo na din siyang nahuli? Hindi pa ba sapat ‘yon para maawa ka sa sarili mo at mahalin mo naman ito.

Hindi dahilan ang problema sa pamilya o sa trabaho para mawalan siya ng gana sa’yo. At pag narinig mo ang mga katagang ito tulad ng “I need space”, alalahanin mo sana na sa sobrang gasgas na nyan, e na daig na nya ang poll voting para sa Pacquiao, Mayweather match at naungusan na ang votes para sa mga kasali sa seven wonders of the world. Haay!

At kung sasabihin mo sa akin ngayon na nagmamahal ka lang, oo, sang ayon ako pero hindi ito dahilan para mawalan ka ng respeto sa iyong sarili. Kung ako sa’yo ipatanggal mo na ‘yang katarata sa mata mo nang makakita ka ng malinaw .Hindi lang sa kanya umiikot ang mundo mo. Mas marami pang mas makabuluhang bagay ang dapat mong pagtuunan ng pansin kesa magpakalugmok ka dyan sa isang sulok at umiyak. ‘Wag mong sirain ang maganda mong buhay, ang ‘yong kinabukasan.

Tumingin ka sa salamin. Muka ka nang losyang at matanda sa kakaisip dyan sa taong ni minsan ay hindi ka naman pinansin. Ang eyebags mo pwede na butasin dahil puno na. Ang wrinkles mo sa noo pwede nang sulatan ng grade 1 kasi extended na siya hanggang anit. Habang ikaw nandyan nagpapakatanga, siya naman nandun nagpapakasarap. Ang laking pagkakaiba ‘di ba? Matalino ka naman, maganda, marami pa dyan na hindi mo lang pinapansin. Tumingin ka lang sa paligid mo, pero ‘wag ka namang bulag at maging insensitive. Kawawa naman ang taong susunod kasi malamang ay maging panakip butas lang siya kung hindi ka pa handang magbagong buhay. ‘Wag ka mawalan ng pag-asa meron darating mala-SUPERMAN na ipagtatanggol ka. Haay ang sarap sa pakiramdam na may nagmamahal sayo hindi dahil sa ano mang kadahilanan kundi dahil sa isang bagay lang—mahal ka niya kung sino at ano ka ng buong-buo, walang labis, walang kulang…

LOYAL VERSUS FAITHFUL

How can you differentiate loyal from faithful? Synonymous as it may be, for me they are only relational but far different. Some would interchange it for same meaning. But for me, loyal is the basis of how long or how far a relationship could run. To make it simple, here’s an example, a student is given a loyalty award for his stay in a University starting from grade one up to college. This only shows that the basis of the award is the range of stay of a certain student to the school.

On the other hand, if I will to define faithful in my own words, it will be accompanied by HONESTY and TRUST. You can never be called faithful if you are not honest and trustworthy.

Try to think about this: You can stay in a relationship as long as you want, that’s LOYAL, but you can be cheating in that same relationship too, that’s UNFAITHFUL. So now, how can be loyal and faithful be similar?

You are far so blessed if you’re boyfriend/girlfriend is both loyal and faithful. But they are endangered species right now, so they have to be preserved right away. Good thing I had one in my life. =)

'PANAGINIP'

Ako’y tila lutang sa asul na alapaap
Naghihintay ng mainit mong yakap
Ngkukubli sa katotohanan,
Na ito’y isang panaginip
At pawang kathang isip

Naglalaro sa aking imahinasyon
Ang sa’yong mukha’y ngaabang na reaksyon
Kung sakaling muli tayong magkita
Nais hagkan at muli kang makasama
Panaginip nga ba?

Ang wari ko’y hanggang pangarap na lang
Ang kahibangang matagal kong inasam
Ngunit hindi ako mapapagod kailanman
Sa paghihintay sa’yo ng walang hanggan.

"The Visit"

It’s been 10 years until I came back to a place where I once became a BUTTERFLY. I started as an EGG- naïve, inexperienced and raw of knowledge and everything. Developed to be a CATERPILLAR-moving slowly but surely. So careful not to commit mistakes and just focusing gradually on the flow of the environment I enjoy having with. PUPA also known as CHRYSALIS- the stage where I was transformed, the mid-end of my life where I started to know things unusual. Bizarre and strange as it was, I was never afraid to explore the things on my outside world. Until I finally bloom as a BUTTERFLY. Prepared, geared up of experiences I faced alone courageously.

As I savor the certain moments, I’ve realized that I had a wonderful existence. Spreading my wings wide enough to fly freely as I wanted, totally free.

I had vanished for a time from the place where I enjoyed my childhood, met a couple of friends and met my first love, which is now my boyfriend and hope to be husband in the future. But I’ve come back as I promised myself for a visit. After a long time, the place seems crowded. All blocks were full of houses and even the creek where we used to play with my cousins was built with stores and a little piece of their home.

I rekindle my memory while heading my way to my elementary best friend’s house. Unfortunately, she wasn’t there. I leave my number hoping she will text me since I’ve lost my sim card where I had her digits. We have no choice but to go back to Ed’s place.

Maybe this is not the right time for us to meet again though I’m really excited that day. There’s always second chances as they say. So the next time I would go there, I will set an appointment...hEhE…

In the end, it’s always a nice feeling to go back where you came from. Reviving the past have a positive effect somehow-- you realize your WORTH today and you’re FUTURE tomorrow.